So. No MDT for me, but Theater Education is the place to be! Yes, that rhymed...it just came out that way so I kept it. I'm really excited to get art back into my life. It needs to be there. Sometimes, I think aboutthis choice, and I don't have a lot of hope. What if I don't get a job? What if I do find a job and there's only, like, four kids in my class? What if I...am a terrible teacher? What if I'm Ms. Jarman in theater form? AND then, I was like, what if nobody wants to marry me? I was getting to worried. I'd end up job-less AND man-less, and I was really scared, but something inside me said, "It's not about knowing, it's about having faith." Ga!! Ok, fine, Holy Spirit, you're right." Life is gonna work out, I have faith that it will. It's a good time.
This past Sunday, I went to visit my Grandma and Great Aunt Marion with my sister. Amidst all my worries for the future, this was something that calmed me. I look at these two women, who have been through so much, but they just kept going through life. They are such good examples to me. Aunt Marion was married to the love of her life and had ten children, but her husband was tragically taken in a plane crash. But, she is so happy and has faith she will see him again. She raised her kids with a smile on her face. She has such a love for life and I want to be like that! She made me realize life is an adventure, which is something I've forgotten lately and I feel like I've been losing myself. Aunt Marion told me and Ashley to get a boyfriend (hahaha...maybe, definitely, not right now) and go out dancing (to bad this isn't the 50's... :( ). But it's true! Go out there and make life happen. :)
I've been finding a lot of strength from my grandparents. Good people.
hahaha! So. This is me, when my life is lived. Because it'll be a good life. Peace out!!
